What emotion am i feeling?

so.. sometimes when i watching movies or something, i feel this really weird feeling. its not bad. but like, i was watching the movie secreteriat tonight (great story) and i just after he won the 3 crowns whatever thing at the kentucky derby, i just was feeling something, like,, man, amazing, i wish i was there to see that live... so its not reaslly wishfull. its weird.. like, when i was watching american idol, carson higgins was preforming, and i was just feeling something like, i love him, hes sooo amazing.. i wish i was there... and.. ughh. im sooo annoyed by this emotion becuase its like, just such a strange sensation. does any one else feel this??? like im feeling it right now, thinking of the amazing horse big red. or secreteriat.. its just sooo amazing.. its such such such a weird feeling.. omg. please help. and dont make funn of me. please...